Today has been interesting. I used up my personal time on day one. E was throwing up and I was so nervous for him. He's fine now... and I really hope Amazon doesn't look down on me for that. It makes things more awkward on me. I'm already a shy awkward person, I don't want more attention drawn on me. I just want to slip in and blend in. I don't want to be popular; this isn't high school. I just want to do my job as painlessly as possible and get money. Money is the goal here, unfortunately. I will do a lot for it right now. I grew up poor, but not needing. Now that I am on my own, I am even more broke. More than I have ever been. I don't like this feeling. Barely hanging on. I need this to work. I can't survive if I can't power through this. May the gods give me strength, I will think of Thor and Odin.
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