A couple days ago I had a nightmare. I was being mocked and hit inside of a big building, while my ex/best friend just ignored me. Then, last night I had a similar dream, but different place and I wasn't getting hit. I feel like it's a trauma dream. My depression got really bad, so I'm trying my best to keep going and never stop. I start my new job on Monday, and I am so nervous. There is so much going on, it's no wonder I had a horrible panic attack and have been having issues lately. Weed has been helping somewhat. Jack Herer is a great strain. I really hope things work out for me. My goal? Save money and get my ex back. Yeah, I know how that sounds. "don't go back to an ex", but every situation is different. Oh, did I also mention we only have 15 dollars until Thursday? Yeah. I really hope his aunt and my grandma can help us out for now. I hate asking, I never had to before. Just until the next paycheck...
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